Tuesday, June 27, 2006
10:55 PM
BIG THANKS TO WARREN YAP for the links!
dont anyhow hack into my so- very -private bloggiee yea! HA
take good care of urself and your HER!!
*huggs
i've come to realised something. something that has been bothering me, making me think that i've been suffering from insomia.
why is it that the one u like. wont fall for u.
BUT
you just won't fall for the one who has been waiting for u?
yes yes. i've been waking up in the middle of the night thinking. and thinking. sometimes, i feel like i'm going BONKERS. it's driving me nuts. and it's not just one day. it's been a few irritating days! SHEESH! and i'll be thinking of him. WHY???
-isnt' it stupid to be thinking of someone who doesnt think of u?
-isnt' it stupid to think that everytime your phone beeps. you hope it's him?
okk okk..... so even if it's not him.. you'll come up with 1001 excuses to bluff yourself that he's....
1) watchin world cup. and it's just a guy thing, so there's nothing u can do.
2) clubbing
3) drinking with his friends
4) watching tv.
5) busy.
-isnt it stupid to keep hoping he'll click on u when you're both online?
-and after a while, when u get all pissed off that he doesn't click on u.. you'll do the disappearing act--- that's signing out and in, AGAIN. hoping that he'll notice your big, irritating square pop POP POPPING out from the right side of your screen.
-even if then, he still doesnt click on you.. you'll just wait by your com till he clicks on u.
-sometimes, you'll even be hesitant to go offline, feeling afraid that you'll miss the chance of him even having to say a simple hello.
- so why doesnt she click on him instead??? she has her pride too. dont think that her pride is getting the better of her. she just doesnt like rejections. and having to know that another girl likes him and he tells her that. isnt it just soo idiotic? telling her how another girl likes him.
THANKS AH!
and when he asks her if she likes anyone? she replies him all the answers that is saying bout him? isn't it contradictions? sometimes, one doesnt have to look far to get the answers because the answers are staring straight into his face. all he needs to do is to be a bit more sensitive to her feelings.
i'm gona meet stupid birdy ong tml to go to sch. so gona complain to him abt this guy! dance at 6pm tml too!
BESTIE ping! do u think i'm sick??? now finish ur exams le, we'll find another time to go out yea!
-LOVES
-thegirl.cassan
