holly ms molly

Sunday, July 30, 2006

6:16 PM

it takes a crane to build a crane
it takes two floors to make a storey
it takes an egg to make a hen
it takes a hen to make an egg
there is no end to what i'm saying

it takes a thought to make a word
and it takes a word to make an action
it takes some work to make it work
it takes some good to make it hurt
it takes some bad for satisfaction

it takes no time to fall in love
but it takes you years to know what love is
it takes some fears to make you trust
it takes those tears to make it rust
it takes some dust to make it polished

it takes some silence to make sound
it takes a loss before you found it
it takes a road to go nowhere
it takes a toll to know you care
it takes a hole to make a mountain

i simply love this song!

Saturday, July 29, 2006

12:23 AM

oh my.
can i say how tired and exhausted i am!
i'm sure i'm spending more hours on the com than sleep.
NO GOOD!
all i gotta do is to complete these stupid projects.
and get over with my exams.
den i can PARTY!
i want.. nopenope. i NEED to go shopping.
i wana make a new shoe.
i still want my diamond watch.
and to alter my levi's.
and oh my. i saw another pretty puma watch.
TEMPTATIONS.

alrighty.. gotta catch some sleep.
gona have the big groove at expo real early tml.
hope it'll be FUN!
wheee.....

i miss my sweetie PING!!

perhaps i should stop thinking too much.
i guessed i was too much.
well.. i learnt it all from you, didn't i?
it hurt didnt it?
i sincerely hoped u knew how i felt.

seeing you online.
i aint chatting with u
u aint chatting with me
that's the end, i suppose.

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

11:49 PM

went to SENTOSA today!
it was HOT but shiok.
i've realised that i like mr. sun quite a lot.
he's BIG and HOT!
i'm going to TAN some day.
yes yes!
i'll add that to my 'must-do' list!

still remember the last time i went there was in january..
with warren!
the bench we sat was still there.
fond memories.
we had our mr pear and miss apple.
those were the times.

anyhoo! i'm gona have my beef steamboat and cat dear can have her fish steamboat.
i simply CAN'T WAIT!

`thegirl.cassan

Sunday, July 23, 2006

12:19 AM

BESTIE!
what happened?
who's *sally?
oh my.
even if we don't meet up
i'm just a phone call or a msg away, sweetie!
no worries, babe!
i'm here for u yea!
*love lots

i realised that i've not been blogging for the past few days.
been real busy.
and hmm, i should say i didn't exactly had the mood to do so.
anyhoo. let me just continue where i left off.

FRIDAY-
met birdy to go to school.
i swear- we're both reaching school later and later.
come to think of it.
we're always rushing to school.
no good. *shakes head*
met him to watch PIRATES later on.
hmm.. not a bad show. quite funny i must say!
stupid birdy kept thinking that i've watched the show before just because i predicted what time the show would end.
shopping after that at tm!
O YA! i saw soo many ppl.
hmm.. saw..
..LISA GOH- whom i thought disappeared or went to indonesia for god knows what
..DARLING BLUEBERRY at pasta mania. she's just one pretty pretty girl!
..SHARIFA- she makes me remember secondary school life.
..CHARMAINE LIM at levis
..ELIZABETH TAN at fox.

talking about fox. i bought this army pants. for hip.hop. yes yes. i feel soo 'clotheless' every wednesday. and now, with extra lessons on saturday.. i just HAD to grab that pants. *pretty!

SATURDAY-
i swear i wanted to be early for dance today.
ok.. let's see. dance was supposed to start at 10.
and guess what time i reached?
1030.
CRAP.
but i left my house at 930.
and it normally takes me 15 -20 minutes to go to school.
NOT AN HOUR!
sheesh.
i, cassandra swear that i'll try not to be late. yesyes.

i know i'm not supposed to be blogging bout u.
but i feel so uneasy.
can't we be the way we were last time?
perhaps to you..
scolding your friends vulgarities.
being super rude.
it's JUST U.
it's just the way u are when you're with them.
they don't give a hoot 'bout it.
but i'm not used to it.
well....
i suppose.
i'm just one of those guy friends of yours.
in that case, i'd rather leave this path.

thegirl.
cassan

Saturday, July 22, 2006

6:32 PM

pingie is not happy. i feel that he is always not siding with me! i don like it. he knows that i don like *sally, yet he always say its my fault for hating her when she did nothing to me. i just hate her. cant i? grr. im so so not happy abt it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anws, i would be happy once i see my bestie!! but sorry bestie, my promos coming, end of sep, so i gotta start catching up with my previous chapters. i cant fail chem anm!!!

but i'll find time to meet up with you and do some catching up yeayea! =)

iLOVEmybestie

muacksmuacks

takecare

pingie

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

7:26 PM

CASSY!!!!!
wats wrong? don be sad over it ok
=)
anws, go check out my new blog! as in ed and mine blog. hahah.

loves
pingie

Saturday, July 15, 2006

10:54 PM

colourfuldotts
(so pretty!)

SHOPPING!

pingie n i were supposed to go to tam stadium to run.
YES! u didnt see wrongly. RUN!
pingie wanted to practice for her 2.4
and i wanted to be fit.
after what nutt said bout me..
i feel SUPER unproportionate.
crap!

however, things didnt turn out right.
1) it rained. so so heavily
2) when we reached.. they cordoned the track for the people playing soccer.
guess we weren't meant to run today.

so off we went to cine.
OH MY! u know what..
we saw these real HOT babes who were just wearing super tight short shorts..
hmm.. or was it their undies?
kinda weird though, but they attracted SO MANY ppl's attention.
including the both of us, of course! HA

can u imagine..
2 girls.
in super sports wear walking arnd orchard.
felt so so weird.
pingie came up with an excuse to bluff ourselves.
that we just finished a table tennie tournament.
damn funny!

bought more tees and earrings.
pingie's SO INTO socks.
and voodoos.
real weird.
hmm.. i shall go arnd looking for my ball ball socks.
i find it soo cute.
wonder where i've seen it before.
and i shall continue with my search for a new bag.
a NEW PRETTY BAG!

on our way to far east, we saw ALBERT.
u know the ming xing ou xiang that ALBERT
wad a CUTE and CHARMING boy he is!
i like him SO MANY! *screams*

had such a great time with bestiee!
pingie.. remember to jia you ok.
MUST PASS this time.
study smart too!
`lurvs.

`thegirl.
cassan

Friday, July 14, 2006

10:43 PM

PINGIE dear...
you're FINALLY back i see!
miss ya too mani le.
how's ed n u getting along?
steady steady?

life in tj must be real busy!
looks like u've got hardly any time to go gai gai with your darling bestiee.
nvm. i shall wait yea!

i've just submitted my pbl project today. rushed through the whole thing.
all my staying up till 3 plus this morning paid off. GROUP 4 GO GO GO- love u babes! lol
and luckily han lin was there to help us run up to the 5th level to submit it, th ough we were 2 mins late.
can you imagine if it was us (the girls) who did it. we'll take forever just waiting for the lift, needless to say- climbing the stairs.
big thanks to tan han lin!!

[psstt, pingie, do u rmb when we were in sec sch, we had pbl too? but all i can rmb is the super-dooper thick and heavy file and the BORING mushroom head teacher. BOY o BOY! no wonder i can hardly remember anything about it.]

pingie.. dont worry too much bout ur 2.4km run yea.
THINK of tedee or Ed or ME at the finishing line den you'll automatic CHEONG okk!
oh ya.. if ur sch uses ice- cream sticks.. biting it migh not be a bad bad idea after all yea?
haha! JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU!!

i'm feeling SO SO much better than the previous days.
i must start to control my mood swings n not let it become the better of me.
YES!! that's right!

meanwhile.. i'm SORRY to those whom i flared up on.
DUI BU QI.
CASSANDRA XIANG NI XING GE LI!

take care lots, bestie!
*huggs. hope to see ya REAL REAL SOON!

`thegirl.
cassan.

Thursday, July 13, 2006

5:07 PM

HEY HEYS!!!!!

im back!

miss mi lots yea!!

had 2.4km run today..
i failed!!!!!!! for the so very first time in my whole life!!!!!

it was just abt 45secs behind!!

now i gotta retake the run!!!
its just killing me!! i HATE running!!
cant they just do without the napfa test?
talk wat abe holistic development?!?!?
its just crap
pls spare some thought for those who isn't really good in sports or wat so ever k. this includes me of cos.

just got back common test results. not very bad i would say
but there's room for improvement of cos.
i'd better start mugging for my promos!!

anyways
I MISS MY BESTIE CAS!!!!!!!!!

HOPE TO SEE YA SOON!
shall find one day yea

loves
pingie

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

11:43 PM

it's a FULL MOON night.

i stared out of the window.
and began to wonder.
am i horried?
am i terrible?
or am i just weird?
i feel super pissed off. with myself.
with everything.
let's just say it's smp.
argh.!
what's wrong with me.
why am i feeling stressed bout project deadlines.
when some dont even give a damn hoot.
GEEs.
CASSANDRA, WHAT'S WRONG WITH U??
maybe i should be left alone for a while.
to think.
to ponder.
to sort things out with myself.

if only i could live a farmer's life. won't it be great?

anyhoo! I WANA TELL MY DARLING NEIGHBOUR, WILSON!
THAT THE THING U COOKED FOR ME WAS SOO HARD!
BUT IT'S NOT BAD THOUGH! NEXT TIME MUST CALL ME FIRST MAH..
DEN COOK.
AND WHAT THING WILL MELT?
AIYO. NOTHING MELTED AT ALL LOR! BLUFF ME RIGHT?
psssttt . WERE YOU SO BORED TO COOK THAT ALL BY YOURSELF?

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

11:20 PM

HOW IRONIC!

we were friends.
good friends.
chatting buddies.
movie partners.
confidantes.

frankly speaking.
i dont know what's wrong with you.
everytime u get ditched by your girlfriend.
you come to me telling me that u like me?
thanks. but NO THANKS.
what do you take me for?
a spare tyre?
and please get this straight.
it doesnt make a difference if u tell me so.
i dont. and have never had that special something for you.
you're just my friend.
one moment you're all so ga-ga over her.
telling me how dear she is to you.
that you love her so so much.
that you'll do anything for her.
even if it means waiting for 30long days.
and being made used.
and the next moment.
i see you're over her and NEXT IS ME?

GO AWAY!

please dont get the wrong idea that i'm getting pissed off cause he's taking me as a spare tyre.
i'm just soo pissed that you take relationships soo easily.
heck with your super intelligence.
it doesnt mean anything.
it seems that 'like' and 'love' are just 2 words that you dont quite fathom.
so instead of getting yourself stuck in nothing but a pool of your own doings.
GET UP and MOVE ON!

`thegirl.cassan

Saturday, July 08, 2006

10:26 PM

WEIRD-0

OK! why am i blogging, AGAIN?
i'm SO supposed to get my ass on stupid pbl, which i havent even completed.
it's driving me NUTS.
i'm supposed to add more and develop more ideas.
BUT at the same time.. keep it to 4 pages. when i'm already at page 7.
soo let's see. developing more ideas yet cutting down pages. HOW IRONIC!

so yerps.
isnt' it quite weird to hav to have someone telling to that he likes you.
when the last time the both of u spoke was more than a year ago, at a school function.
and then... he SUDDENLY pops the qzn out of nowhere asking u to be his girlfriend.
isnt it weird.
and when u try to explain things to him.
he brushes u off by saying: he believes in love at first sight.
and that you're the one who's been in his mind and heart.
weird.
weird boy.
weird thinking.

`thegirl.cassan

11:30 AM

was supposed to go for dance today.
really, i wanted to.
made plans with my new found friend-alvin to meet him and go dance with him.
BUT
i woke up LATE. sheesh.
guess i'm gona stay at home the whole day and complete my stupid pbl.
BORING!

`thegirl.cassan

Friday, July 07, 2006

6:31 PM

it's FRIDAY!

i've realised that i LOVE fridays.
and HATE mondays.

met my bestie, BIRDY ONG to go to school again! and lunched with him too!
oh ya. i bumped into sexy CATHERINE!!!
test test:
CATHERINE!! DO U SEE THIS?
I MISS U LOTS.
especially your infamous 'do i look like i know u' look!
THanks ahh..
we'll go mum mum some day yea? ok ok?

i SO gotta rush through stupid intht project. ARGH!

`thegirl.cassan

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

11:18 PM

comm skills presentation today SUCKED real badly!
i hate it i HAte It. I HATE IT!
arghh!
anyhoo! i've got to say tt i'm so proud of myself for totally getting him out of my mind!
meeting my bestie tml!

Sunday, July 02, 2006

10:10 PM

she's back to normal!
she loves herself to bits.
no one else.
whee.

`thegirl.cassan

Saturday, July 01, 2006

11:21 PM

SHE GIVES UP!

before she falls even deeper.
she chooses to give up.
it aint gona bring her anywhere.
knowing that there isnt chance.
ARGH
she once heard that for a relationship to work out.
the guy must love/like the girl much more than the girl does.
she finally understands why this is so.
maybe they're too different.
maybe they belong from 2 different worlds.
she doesnt know.
she really doesnt.
but may she ask.
are u blind?
are u that insensitive that sooo many others gets the hint-
BUT U!
CRAP.
have u even read a single entry in her blog?
or worse still.
do u even know that her blog even exists?
she so really doubts so.
everything is sooo obvious.
did u know that all her msn nics were refering to u?
oh BOY. she feels soo silly and idiotic.

I GIVE UP!

`thegirl.cassan