holly ms molly

Friday, September 22, 2006

1:12 AM

would
you
remember
to
call?

we
shall
see

Thursday, September 21, 2006

11:46 PM

_IF ONLY

if only
my mood swings wouldnt be so bad and drastic.
if only small things wont irritate me
i swear i'd be a much happier person.
and the person would be much happier too.
without having to tell the whole world what a petty lil bitch i am
thank you

if-
only.
i was born into a family that was super rich.
i would not be working now.
and would stay home and relax.
and not just drool over my wish list.
but get it straightaway

if only
i was prettierr and more perfect
i would be able to get the guy of my dreams.
(not like there's anyone now )

if only
i could please everyone.
i wouldnt have anyone bitching bout me
and hurting others.
but i only have
one me
one heart
what am i supposed to do?
arrggh

sometimes
i wished i was a dinosaur
i would definitely eat u up.
or the ground
so whenever u walk
i'll swallow u up
and never see u again
for all your criticisms
and loatheful behaviours

dont u think that humans are weird
we simply love compliments
although most of the time it's untrue

just like when i'm working
there's this old man who goes 'leng luii leng luii' (pretty girl)
for EVERY woman that walks past him
and i mean EVERYY!
even for someone who's not pretty
but that's what draws women to his stall
believe me.
cos my mom's one of them
HA!

and yet
criticisms are being said soo very often
isnt it just terrible?
it spoils ones' day!
i hate it i hate it i hate U!

cassandra-saur

Monday, September 18, 2006

11:41 PM

what a lazy bum i've been.
not blogging for almost one whole week despite me having my hols.
hhmmmm..

dance is getting more fun!
yes yes!
esp with my dearestt partnerr!
HAHA!

imf on sunday was NICE!
tiring.
okk..
that's an understatement.
SUPER TIRING!
esp my poor feet
moral: dont ever wear a new pair of shoes to work
TRUST ME big time!
i was practically limping to the way back to the mrt station.
shhesshhh!
and my BIG FAT COAT!
aiyyaa. soo big!
soo..
banqueting was not that bad afterr all.
aching arms.
arm muscles.
walking in circles finding some stuff to clear.
and serving beverages.
boy!
i have to say those delegates can really drink!
and pls dont mention bout food.
they wasted soo much food.
just dumping them into the bins like no ones' business
HRMMPFFF
they didnt even think of us, staff
but anyhoo
shann n i stole the lil' cup thing n choc cake.
it was SIMPLY DELICIOUS!!!
had a great time with the girls. shann. sharon. huda. and our dearr new found friend, claryn!
and...
i saw mr k
dont see him soo yong gong.
acutally he's always tou-ing chi.
still dare say he's soo full when i was soo hungry
*thannks ahh

alright.
instead of rotting at home.
waking up in the afternoon
watching my fav hey arnold and yu le bai fen bai.
i've started working.
i'm soo proud of myself can!!
well done cas!
and when i've made enough
i shall invest in a very good bag-the num one i've been eyeing on
a havianas (or how u spell it) slips.
my guess watch. (YESS! it's the same guess one i've been longing for)
and my zen vplus!
i sure have to earn BIG BUCKKKSSSS!
go Go GO!!!!!

OH YESSSSS
i saw warren yap on sunday!
we just have soo much FATE
he and his superr straight hair.
thought he rebonded it.
he still looks soo good man!
*take care lottss boi!

c . a .s

Wednesday, September 13, 2006

5:43 PM

i FINALLY went jogging!
and nobody believed me!
esp my darling marmi!!
arrghhh!
i shall start nt exercising routine
yerpps
and STRETCH MORE!
that's a MUST.
esp after today's dance.
boy o boy!
my necks feels weird
and my backk
thanks to all those droppingg!
but it's real PRETTY n NICE!
i like................

went to tm with dance babes just now.
aiyaaa
there's this weird lady who walked to unice and asked her for $10.
she looked perfectly FINE.
really.....
and she said she hasnt eaten for 5 days.
she looks even stronger than me can...
please dont mistaken me for being unsympathetic
i used to be those who would tong qing and give money
until.......
jason once told me that some are just acting
they have hands n legs n are perfectly fine.
so why do they have to go arnd doing these kind of things.
beats me too!

i got my exam results le
didnt do as badly as i expected.
but not very good as well.
i'm contented.

i finally chatted with bestie.
been a long time since i chatted with her
real happy!
i miss herr.
and YES!
we'll CONFIRM go shop aft ur exams okk.
i need to go alter my pants too!
wahahaaaa.
and yes, you're much PRETTIERRRR than her.
dont take her as a threat yea.
-lovesss

cas sand! =)

Monday, September 11, 2006

4:04 PM

i've been staying at home too TOO MUCH!
being alone makes me think TOO MUCH!
no good!
i need to get my ass away from home!
i have this urge to tan.
to go to the gym.
to FIND A JOB!
when i dont even have my schedule for cyaa. sheesh!

ok.
so why are guys soo fickle?
just when i thought girls were the ones.
i was so wrong.
they say a thing and mean another.
one moment he's all gaga over herr.
the next.
he's with a new girl.
whoa!
i'm impressed and amused with the way there are.
stereotyping.

i'm so in the mood for songs like this..

Am I not pretty enough
Is my heart too broken
Do I cry too much
Am I too outspoken

Don't I make you laugh
Should I try it harder
Why do you see right through me

I live, I breathe, I let it rain on me
I sleep, I wake, I try hard not to break
I crave, I love, I've waited long enough
I try as hard as I can
I laugh, I feel, I make believe it's
real
I fall, I freeze, I pray down on my knees
I hope, I stand, I take it like a man
I try as hard as I can

cas and??

Saturday, September 09, 2006

11:30 PM

went marina sq today!
did u know... it's like my second time going to marina.
the last time was with him.
but didnt walk inside the shops.
how weird
but anyway. had a great time today!
and... i saw yuting, bestie's sis.
still looking good!
man! i miss sec sch a lot a lot!

groove nation was having it's streetstyleslam!
we spent hours just watching them dance!
impressive!
and those xiao mei mei n xiao diidii can just groove n shake their ass so well!
and not to mention, PRINCE JACK was such a cutie!
his moves were sooo sleek n sexxy! haha
there's just smth bout break dancing tt WHOAs me awayy!
haha. seriously!

i saw this red clutch i wana get.
and and. this dress from warehouse!
it simply blows me away!
I HATE SHOPPING SO MUCH!
it makes me wana buy more n MORE!

in the end.. i got things from diva. PRETTY pretty!

^bestie: tell me when you're free okk! have a greatt time with mr neo tml! *huggs

cas sand

Thursday, September 07, 2006

11:36 PM

i've realised that sometimes..
the more u want something
the more u wont get it.
isnt it?

_____________________________

went to watch the devil wears prada!
it's such a great show!
very interesting!

___________________________________________
okk.. so i've been real lazy the past few days.
waking up at like 12pm everyday.
and yet the stupid eye bags n panda eyes just wont go away!
oh myyy gooodness!
and i've started reading again!
i shall not shop anymore this week!
YES!
so the best thing... is to stay home and read my book!
i've been shopping like mad the past weekend
and i would feel compelled to get what my eyes sets on and what my brain longs for
no good no good.
control cassandra. control

______________________________
why cant people be less selfish?
and less superficial.
it's like putting up a front one moment
and turning your back on another.
what crap.

Saturday, September 02, 2006

10:38 PM

to those joining jue dui superstar! jia you jia you jia you !!!!
especially to chester!! all the best guys!!

why do people talk without thinking about another person's feelings?
isnt it damn insensitive.
i mean. it's not that tough to stop. pause and think before talking right.
and just when i thought i should stop hating you and be on good terms.
but hey, to think of it. i doubt you're even worth me hating u.
do u know that hating a person takes soo much energy!

i remembered hating my dearest best friend when i was in primary 5.
and it lasted till we were sec 1 or was it sec 2.
and everyday we would diao at each other.
and bitch abt the other party.
fortunately, we're much better le.
to u, LOVE U LOTSSSS!
i still want my beef steamboat! and u need your fish steamboat yea!
rmb, when u're free, give me a ring yea!

it's like, everytime u chat with me, i get pissed.
be it intentionally or not.
i do not give a damn.
if u so wana say bout me.
dont test me
i've got more to say bout u.
i detest u!!

cas. sand

Friday, September 01, 2006

11:19 PM

exams are OVER
like.. FINALLY!
i certainly hope i wont have to reserve a place for subpaper.
i totally screwed a few.
and those were the ones i mugged soo hard.
stayed up n woked up earlyto study.
and really PIA for them lor.
madness!
i'm just hoping i'll scrape through.
i simply DO NOT wish to study those stuff all over again.

had my hair cut today with marmi.
i wanted to dye it all brown.
real dark brown.
bt in the end i didnt.
went for treatment instead.
my hair's pretty short now.
i was soo sad alright
i kept my hair for like 10months w/o cutting
and when i just thought it was looonnnggg
i had it cut.
well.. it was marmi who wanted to me to do so.
so fine.
after that i kept rattling on on how shorttt it is.
and my fringe--- ARRRGHHH. i sided it just last fri
and today i had it cut, again. just tt now it's much thinner.

hmmm, after much thinking..
it's kind of alright.
it reminds me of my primary school hairstyle.
real plain jane style.
so.. having a change of hairstyle may be good too yea.

`cas sand