Thursday, September 21, 2006
11:46 PM
_IF ONLY
if only
my mood swings wouldnt be so bad and drastic.
if only small things wont irritate me
i swear i'd be a much happier person.
and the person would be much happier too.
without having to tell the whole world what a petty lil bitch i am
thank you
if-
only.
i was born into a family that was super rich.
i would not be working now.
and would stay home and relax.
and not just drool over my wish list.
but get it straightaway
if only
i was prettierr and more perfect
i would be able to get the guy of my dreams.
(not like there's anyone now )
if only
i could please everyone.
i wouldnt have anyone bitching bout me
and hurting others.
but i only have
one me
one heart
what am i supposed to do?
arrggh
sometimes
i wished i was a dinosaur
i would definitely eat u up.
or the ground
so whenever u walk
i'll swallow u up
and never see u again
for all your criticisms
and loatheful behaviours
dont u think that humans are weird
we simply love compliments
although most of the time it's untrue
just like when i'm working
there's this old man who goes 'leng luii leng luii' (pretty girl)
for EVERY woman that walks past him
and i mean EVERYY!
even for someone who's not pretty
but that's what draws women to his stall
believe me.
cos my mom's one of them
HA!
and yet
criticisms are being said soo very often
isnt it just terrible?
it spoils ones' day!
i hate it i hate it i hate U!
cassandra-saur
