Thursday, November 30, 2006
4:07 PM
and so i am idling away in the lab
alone and lonely. i hate this feeling.
i'v got NOTHING TO DO for one hour
okk. nt there's nothing. i've got a million and one things!'
bt i just dont wish to start.
all my revisions and projects are still on hold
french was ermm.. tough? yeah. i just couldnt do it. =(
qian and i had a nice g2g talk during pom bout bobdog n goofy
lov her man! we should really go out for some afternoon tea to just TALK!
i wana watch HAPPY FEET!!!
reminds me of.
i saw.
. saw me
unusual
drifted.
goodbyeMonday, November 27, 2006
11:30 PM
Say Goodbye Baby come here and sit down, let's talk
I got a lot to say so I guess I'll start by
Saying that I love you,
But you know, this thing ain't been
No walk in the park for us
I swear it'll only take a minute
You'll understand when I finish, yeah
And I don't wanna see you cry
But I don't wanna be the one to tell you a lie so
How do you let it go? When you,
You just don't know? What's on,
The other side of the door
When you're walking out, talk about it
Everything I tried to remember to say
Just went out my head
So I'ma do the best I can to get you to understand
But now your heart is breaking
And a thousand times I
Found myself asking, "Why? Why?"
Why am I taking so long to say this?
But trust me, girl I never
Meant to crush your world
And I never
Though I would see the day we grew apart
And I wanna know
How do you let it go? When you,
You just don't know? What's on,
The other side of the door
When you're walking out, talk about it
Girl I hope you understand
What I'm tryna say.
We just can't go on
Pretending that we get along
Girl how you not gonna see it?
Listen to your heart
Girl you know,
We should be apart, baby I
I just can't do it
I, I just can't do it
Listen to your heart
Girl you know,
We should be apart, baby I
I just can't do it
And sometimes it makes me wanna cry
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh [4x]
Do you hear me crying?
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you it's me.
I gotta gotta figure out what I need
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye
goodbye
Sunday, November 26, 2006
11:25 PM
met pingie today and studied
i tried to.
while she made her lovely card to ed
it's coming to a year and i'm so happy for them!
we had crepes again!
i swear the crepes at the the uncle's store is the most yummilicious one i'v ever had
cheap and real good
and he's getting friendler nowadays!
maybe he know we're his regulars! =)
anyhoo. i wana start being MORE GIRLEY
learn to cook
learn to sew
and cross stitch!
and clean the house
i gotta learn all these
yes! i will!Saturday, November 25, 2006
5:46 PM
shopping with bestie ytd!
we just couldnt find tt warehouse sales.
it was just NOWHRE TO BE FOUND.
yerps.
i had SUBWAY for the very first time.
i guess you're gg 'S..L....O....W"
HAHA! it's so YUMMY!
i'm gona have it more often!
esp the tuna one tt qian and sharon intro!
so we've got 'besties' necklaces again!
how sweet!
oh yaa.. i love harry's island!
it's GORGEOUS ok.
i plan to get married there
the VERA WANG hotel or smth!
and work there
and feel like a fairy living in fairyland!
it's all in MY MIND!Friday, November 24, 2006
11:44 AM
CASSANDRA IS feeling better already
been so busy with projects and tv.
going to school laterr for 8 wonder n talent quest!
lucks to simin, jas n rinna!
BIG THANKS TO MY DEARESTS who were there for me
-esp ping, qian, sharon, shann, mell.
really, u all are so sweet!
anyhoo!
instead of starting to mug-
i'm online like MOST OF THA TIME
darling yupi- ng is darn funny
so- there we are showing pics of kayee [as she calls it]guys
and i only thot guys were the one.
constantly asking me to look at girls' pic and asking me if she's pretty
and pur-lease.
i aint any match maker.. so dont go askin me to intro girls okk?
Caged Bird (what a pretty song)
Right now I feel like a bird
Caged without a key
Everyone comes to stare at me
With so much joy and rivalry
They din't know how I feel inside
Through my smile I cry
They don't know what they're doin' to me
Keeping me from flyin'
That's why I say that
I know why the caged bird sings
Only joy comes from song
She's so rare and beautiful to others
Why not just set her free
So she can
Fly, fly, fly
Spreadin her wings and her song
Let her
Fly, fly fly
For the whole world to see
She's like caged bird
Fly, fly
Ooh just let her fly
Just let her fly
Just let her fly
Spread the wings
Spread the beauty
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
12:07 AM
i feel
tired
exhausted
suffocated
stessed
bullied
down
angry
depressed
whatuseeiswhatudontget
thatshowlifeis
facade
Saturday, November 18, 2006
11:40 PM
goodness! i'm SO FULL! i havent eaten soo much ever! i bet you're gona say what a PIG i am woke up at 10. read some stuff till 12. back to la la land at 12 till 3+ woke up to eat and continued reading went down for bbq and INDULDGE INDULDGE INDULDGE! it's pretty weird how my marmi n bro are such great cooks they CAN BE BOTHERED with the type of meat they use unlike me. fish is fish, meat is meat. all the same! and i didnt even know that a lamb is a baby sheep until a few weeks ago. really! i bet u dont even know tt. ok.. maybe u do but they look SO DIFFERENT! one soo wooooley and the other soo eh, non wooley? so i just sat there and waited to be served ok.. i bbq-ed too! -> bbq marshmellows! Yummilicious! it was kinda sweet actually it's been a long long time since we ate as a family! and thanks to the kitty cats that were around- making my life god damn difficult i'v got to say i attract cats. one by one, they came to me! DRATS! so u can imagine me- walkin on the bench to get to the other side of the table. dont laugh. i like kitty cats. they're cute! but. i'm scared of them. they tooo furry and just imagine the amt of GERMS u'll get when they just 'accidentally' brush against your leg. and the TAILS. i've got smth with their TAILS. esp those long and protruding ones. they just dont look right. seriously! OK. for your info. cassandra is a hygiene freak! arrghh! Friday, November 17, 2006
6:05 PM
i'm god damn angry!!!!!
i'v just realised that being a girl is soo difficult!
so there i was surfing the net n doing my stupid comm skills
and marmi started shouting for me to hang the clothes
me" -later"
she - grumbled like crap]-"everytime ask u to do small things u keep complainin.
u know i cook. i wash. i buy stuff, i also never complain"
and so..
cassandra was hanging clothes.
LOTS OF CLOTHES
it took me like 45 mins to hang everything up
marmi has TOO many clothes!
you'll never imagine how many clothes she has
i simply cant compare my amt of clothes to hers
i swear i'll nv want to come home so early
ever!
but to think that, i'll be gg on my holiday
and being so spoilt by her.
getting my laptop-(hopefully)
my new handphone
that guess watch
and shopping!
it'l be worth it. yerps.
sharon is SO gorgeous today in her flower power dress
pretty! and my lil moo has become so popular over night!
HAHA. QIAN, dont worry. u're pretty too yea!! dont come aft me ah!
gor's gona have a bbq tml
i wonder who he's gona invite
and it's SOOO LAST MINUTE!
he told me to book it this afternoon n tml is THA thing
right.
i shall just sit there and wait to be served.
i'm craving for bbq MARSHHMELLOWS!
-this of tired i'm
withdraw to us for time it is?
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
11:29 PM
MOOO COWS
i am GA-GA over moo ice cream!
i know tt pic on top is so not moo
but there's smth with cows and me!
and my wonderful BEEFFFF!
beef is my suplement, for small girls like me.
if u know what i mean.
yerpss.!
it's weird when u know you're not supposed to eat smth sometimes
it's always when big auntie decides to pop me a visit that i..
feel the strong urge to indulge in ice-cream
and drink those cooling drinkss
and go swimming
and exercising
it's just perculiar
it's like.
you've got a boyfriend
and you've been together for the longest time ever
and there you are oogling at other guys
and giving other guys the wrong idea
i know.
maybe it's just me
feeling that it's just not right
your eyes= your sight= your choice
= not any of my darn problem
but.
hmmm
let's just say-i'm still traditional
maybe i really should just be a farmer and rear COWS!
i miss bestie!Sunday, November 12, 2006
11:49 PM
churched today.
i swear.
there's smth with how priests talk.
no message can get across my brains.
how pathetic!
tm-ed with marmi after that.
i hope we'll go to thailand
and have our SHOPPING spree!
i'm already trying so so hard to resist going to town to shop
knowing that i'l nv come home empty-handed
SO YES!
i pray and pray that we'l go according as planned
yerps.
we went grocery shopping too!
u know.
sooo many ppl bombarded me with food samples
one after another
i'm so in love with this kiddy milk choco sweet
regretted not getting it just now
so yerrppss.
i'm gona hunt for :
-tt sweet
-and oreo waffle
for gods sake.
i'm NOT underweight alright!
yan.jing.tang.guo
Saturday, November 11, 2006
12:22 PM
i woke up.
and was looking forward to eating my yummilicious looking bread
that i bought ytd
BUT
it was nowhere to be found in the bread box
wtf
my yummy bread
with cheese n ham protruding of the bread
BAAAA
i suspect daddy's the one who ate it
i'm SO NOT going to talk to him the WHOLE DAY!
i'm gona rot today.
get some homework done and SLEEP
or maybe swim
the sun's damn HOT!
and i'l have a nice tan
we'l see bout that.
seriously.
i've got nothing to do today
marmi doesnt allow me to leave the house today
she says i've been going out too too often!
pingie's busy with her work.
pooor girl.
i wana go to icon
to get more necklaces
i'm always wearing my mirror one and the mu maa one!
it's been almost one week since everything nearly became chaotic
it's been one week since i saw pingie n shopped like mad and figuring who THAT num guy was
it's been one week since i was figuring out who the f was tt guy bestie was refering to
and he turns out to be a bad boy
askin his friend to add me and stuff
he's NONSENSE ok!
bestie: i'm scared of him! have u gone to see his friendster?
go peek peek ok?!
OH MY TIAN!!! i got a shock!
it's been one month since i was busy preparing for dance concert
it's been one yr since i mugged so hard for my o's
and wore my school uni.
my pretty sailor moon uni
i stil rmb the times i had to un-roll my skirt every morning
and pull up my ankle socks just before the sec 1 prefects checked us
and leaving my hair down till i reached class- so hiao man!
and wearing my 'cassandra yeo' name tag!
and playing captain's ball with barbara n the PINKIES!
i miss them!
and cat- I LOVE U! wahaa!
Thursday, November 09, 2006
10:52 PM
i caught STEP UP today!
it's a darn good show! [to me lahh]
esp with the lead actor. he's HOT!
wahhaa!
and it makes me want to dance all over again!
i miss dance. dAncE. DANCE!!!
hrmm.. let's see what other show's i'm gona catch:
-happy feet [i get high when i see those cutie penguins!]
-charlotte's web
-material girls
yerps. NO MORE horror movies for me.
they scare me like crap.
no good!
=[
anyhoos.
i've got just 1 hr+ of lecture
and DUM!
i'm home after that
nono!
i NEED TO COLLECT MY LEVIS
that's on top of my 'MUST DO' list
and i'm craving for the new oreo waffle
i'm so gona hunt it down!!!!
sharon n qian makes my day!
they're damn cute n funny!!
staring at me during lunch!
u all ah.
i'm excited to go shopping with ren shan
=)
-never a right time to say goodbye
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
11:31 PM
cassandra please stop those tears
those tears that make u feel even more miserable
and can never stop trickling down your cheeks
making yourself ever so vulnerable
i dont want my stupid swollen gold- fished eyes anymore
i know i cant forget u
but
what am i supposed to do
it's better this way
i'm sorry
i'm hurt too1:26 PM
in school wasting time again.
at least i can go home early today!
it's like- finally.
and then i can go collect my levis.
and meet bestie for our crepe date!
i am so so excited to be that balding fierce uncle!
LOL! =)
everyday's been a looonnng long day!
i'm feeling tired
my heart feels heavy
i finally realise the importance of u in my life
but.
i dont know what i should do.
are u the one?
for
me am i the one?
I see a red door and I want it painted black
no colors anymore,
I have to turn my head until my darkness goes
I see a line of cars and they are painted blackwith flowers and my love both never to come back
I see people turn their heads and quickly look awaylike a new born baby it just happens every day
I look inside myself and see my heart is black
I see my red door and it's heading into black
maybe then I'll fade away and not have to face the factsit's not easy facing up when your whole world is black
I wanna see it painted painted, painted black
I am more than you will see
I am more than you will need
I am more than you will see more than wanted
I know, I know you like the way you feel when I playI know,
I know you don't reallyhear what I sayI know,
I know you are waitingfor something to raidI know,
I know you wish you could be more than you say
and now I'm lost and now I run from youSunday, November 05, 2006
9:56 PM
Cassandra...
NO MORE SHOPPING
NO MORE SPENDING
NO MORE MOVIES
[okk. maybe except for step it up. or is it step up]
hrmm..
it's like.
when i'm free.
i shop.
i catch a movie
and spend money like shite
i need some controlling.
meanwhile
i'm so into tees n polos
yerps.
i'm just going to school with any top that my hand grabs
and for the bottom.
who cares right.
right.
so.
projects are all in.
i hate it!!
BBBAAAA!
-pingie: send me the email for ur blog again ok!
have fun at work tml!
lovess-Wednesday, November 01, 2006
11:47 PM
its cassanlogic AGAIN! (guowei)
i love single eye lid
i love macho-ness
i love warmth
i love money
i love brains
i love romance
i love fun
i love love
i love tall
i love stong
i love similarities
yet differences
it seems i love everything
someone lock me up and dont let me meet anyone anymore!
cassandra is confused.
goodness! i'm SO FULL!
