Monday, January 29, 2007
11:43 PM
dear blog.
cassandra will be having an affair with her projects and will only be back for you like hrmm.. a week later.
xoxo!
Friday, January 26, 2007
11:33 PM
he wrote on HIS OWN HAND: cassandra has 2 long legs! (see tt stick girl. tts supposed to b me?)
my masteripiece reads: kevin is an idiot! LOL
alright.
so the imh field trip was kinda ok i suppose.
except for the weird guy whom i thot was a statue
and he was scolding and making crazy actions by himself to HIMSELF.
that freaked it me out man
and at the museum, there's this anal (something).
kev says it's too shuf it up a person's anal
eeeekks!
and there's this round metal equipment with screws on it
it's hrmm.. for the head?
GOODNESS GRACIOUS ME!
how sadistic!
bus trip home was FUN with kev!
my uber - dont know how to drink water properly boy
and he loves my doodling. RIGHTT KEVIN?
i'm in love with my spectss!
and my new belt.
woootttss!
cous' wedding's tml.
i'm soo excited for her!Wednesday, January 24, 2007
11:08 PM
despite trying to hold on, i still chose to let go.
i'm sorry
the end of a beautiful story
well. sort of a beautiful one.
maybe when i grow up.
i'l blame myself for being such a darn sensitive bitch
for not just giving in to everything
and continuing this path with you
i may regret it one day
when my thoughts are all sorted out
and calmed my 'not-ready-to-be SO settled' mind
but for now.
i just want to enjoy my youth
the life that every other teen is experiencing
the fun n joy
not the mundane and seriousness
" you are my most practical choice
but love isnt practical at all "
thats what my girl told me
i've learnt my lesson.
love is the use of the heart
and not the brains.
is my heart starting to function at last?
Monday, January 22, 2007
9:32 PM
it's like having mood swings everyday
at least one person will agitate you no matter how hard you try to resist being angry
if menopause is like that
i'll kill myself!
let tomorrow be a happy day.
i pray i wont sleep walk.
nightmares
and
wake up in cold sweat anymore!!
RAHH!!
i'm blardy C.O.N.F.U.S.E.D!
howwww?!Sunday, January 21, 2007
6:35 PM
retail therapy works wonders!
trust me.
it does!Friday, January 19, 2007
4:50 PM
i totally wasted one whole day man
looking for rubber ducky pics for psycho
until i stumbled on this lovely pic
it's soo sweet!
the one tt makes me blush n excited
orthe one that makes me soft inside?
haishh.
Thursday, January 18, 2007
11:16 PM
one day to rest
lots to do
-econs (MUST DO!)
-psycho proj
-psycho test
-all the tutorial stuff
at least i get to sleep more and cure my horrendous eye bags and dark circles!
cassandra shall not complain!
shopping with PINGIE on sat.
i wana search for a guess belt to wear for my cous' wedding
i cant wait
i L O V E weddings
i wana be a gorgeous bride
with my ever so good looking husband to be- whoever he is
and a lavish wedding dinner
with pretty stuff
yea.
something like that
i shall dream bout it.Wednesday, January 10, 2007
10:56 PM
i'm wishing for a day to sleep
the whole day!
hibernation is what it's called.
I WANT THAT badly!
coffee aint working anymore
cant wait for the projects to end!
pingie pong. how r u and neoy? i wana know!
Monday, January 08, 2007
11:27 PM
i pray i'll wake up tml morning with his missed calls and msges
i miss hearing my phone ring and seeing his name
and he calling me countless times to make sure i'm fine
i regretted not replying just now
all thanks to my wilfulness
i'm sorry
hurry wake up and be by my side again
and stop me from fearing
i pray that you'll be alright.
please say you will be.Saturday, January 06, 2007
10:57 PM
i'm- not up
things are looking-not good
it's like.
your mood changes
ok.
(dont just blame it on internal factors
blame it on the external factors too.- like _behaviour's
_ mentality
_thinking
_LOOKS)
sometimes u just want to be alone
(away from the stares you get
as though you're suffering from some eye problem.)
and so you start flagging a cab from tm
there are no cabs
you then decide to walk further down
you look at your watch.. it's 7:56pm..
you want to save money, so you walk while waiting for the time to hit 8pm
your watch says it's 8.
you see many taxis
but to play safe- you wait another minute or two by walking further
ok. it's finally 8:03
it's enough of walking
you flag a taxi.
but no taxi in sight
you keep thinking bout your life
and your other half
on what you should do
and if it's right
thoughts bombard your mind
you feel lost
you continue walking
oblivious to the surroundings
you begin playing a game with your own shadow
seeing who can take the lead
you're tired of the game
it's 8:15pm
you see taxis drive past you
you stretch out your hand
too late. they're gone
you stand at the side of the road flagging like a total idiot
the taxis are playing a game with you now. just like everything else
no taxis to be found
you carry on walking. feeling all pissed.
you want to put an end to it
god decides to add more effect by raining
you are feeling cold walking in the rain
black tears and raindrops trickle down your face thanks to your so- not-waterproof eyeliner and the rain
so much for being vain
it's 8:45
your feet brings you to a bus stop
and you happen to see the bus that takes you home
you board.
everyone stares at you like you're insane
even someone offers a seat for you
you reach home at 9
and lock yourself in your own world all again
Thursday, January 04, 2007
7:00 PM
more dates to come!
i lov!
