cassandra will be having an affair with her projects and will only be back for you like hrmm.. a week later.
xoxo!
Friday, January 26, 2007
11:33 PM
he wrote on HIS OWN HAND: cassandra has 2 long legs! (see tt stick girl. tts supposed to b me?)
my masteripiece reads: kevin is an idiot! LOL
alright. so the imh field trip was kinda ok i suppose. except for the weird guy whom i thot was a statue and he was scolding and making crazy actions by himself to HIMSELF. that freaked it me out man and at the museum, there's this anal (something). kev says it's too shuf it up a person's anal eeeekks! and there's this round metal equipment with screws on it it's hrmm.. for the head? GOODNESS GRACIOUS ME! how sadistic!
bus trip home was FUN with kev! my uber - dont know how to drink water properly boy and he loves my doodling. RIGHTT KEVIN?
i'm in love with my spectss! and my new belt. woootttss!
cous' wedding's tml. i'm soo excited for her!
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
11:08 PM
despite trying to hold on, i still chose to let go. i'm sorry
the end of a beautiful story
well. sort of a beautiful one. maybe when i grow up. i'l blame myself for being such a darn sensitive bitch for not just giving in to everything and continuing this path with you i may regret it one day when my thoughts are all sorted out and calmed my 'not-ready-to-be SO settled' mind but for now. i just want to enjoy my youth the life that every other teen is experiencing the fun n joy not the mundane and seriousness
" you are my most practical choice but love isnt practical at all "
thats what my girl told me
i've learnt my lesson. love is the use of the heart and not the brains. is my heart starting to function at last?
Monday, January 22, 2007
9:32 PM
it's like having mood swings everyday at least one person will agitate you no matter how hard you try to resist being angry if menopause is like that i'll kill myself!
let tomorrow be a happy day. i pray i wont sleep walk. nightmares and wake up in cold sweat anymore!! RAHH!! i'm blardy C.O.N.F.U.S.E.D! howwww?!
Sunday, January 21, 2007
6:35 PM
retail therapy works wonders! trust me. it does!
Friday, January 19, 2007
4:50 PM
i totally wasted one whole day man looking for rubber ducky pics for psycho until i stumbled on this lovely pic it's soo sweet!
the one tt makes me blush n excited orthe one that makes me soft inside?
haishh.
Thursday, January 18, 2007
11:16 PM
one day to rest lots to do
-econs (MUST DO!) -psycho proj -psycho test -all the tutorial stuff
at least i get to sleep more and cure my horrendous eye bags and dark circles! cassandra shall not complain!
shopping with PINGIE on sat. i wana search for a guess belt to wear for my cous' wedding i cant wait i L O V E weddings i wana be a gorgeous bride with my ever so good looking husband to be- whoever he is and a lavish wedding dinner with pretty stuff yea. something like that i shall dream bout it.
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
10:56 PM
i'm wishing for a day to sleep the whole day! hibernation is what it's called. I WANT THAT badly! coffee aint working anymore cant wait for the projects to end!
pingie pong. how r u and neoy? i wana know!
Monday, January 08, 2007
11:27 PM
i pray i'll wake up tml morning with his missed calls and msges i miss hearing my phone ring and seeing his name
and he calling me countless times to make sure i'm fine i regretted not replying just now all thanks to my wilfulness
i'm sorry
hurry wake up and be by my side again and stop me from fearing
i pray that you'll be alright. please say you will be.
Saturday, January 06, 2007
10:57 PM
i'm- not up things are looking-not good
it's like. your mood changes ok. (dont just blame it on internal factors blame it on the external factors too.- like _behaviour's _ mentality _thinking _LOOKS) sometimes u just want to be alone (away from the stares you get as though you're suffering from some eye problem.) and so you start flagging a cab from tm there are no cabs you then decide to walk further down you look at your watch.. it's 7:56pm.. you want to save money, so you walk while waiting for the time to hit 8pm your watch says it's 8. you see many taxis but to play safe- you wait another minute or two by walking further ok. it's finally 8:03 it's enough of walking you flag a taxi. but no taxi in sight you keep thinking bout your life and your other half on what you should do and if it's right thoughts bombard your mind you feel lost you continue walking oblivious to the surroundings you begin playing a game with your own shadow seeing who can take the lead you're tired of the game it's 8:15pm you see taxis drive past you you stretch out your hand too late. they're gone you stand at the side of the road flagging like a total idiot the taxis are playing a game with you now. just like everything else no taxis to be found you carry on walking. feeling all pissed. you want to put an end to it god decides to add more effect by raining you are feeling cold walking in the rain black tears and raindrops trickle down your face thanks to your so- not-waterproof eyeliner and the rain so much for being vain it's 8:45 your feet brings you to a bus stop and you happen to see the bus that takes you home you board. everyone stares at you like you're insane even someone offers a seat for you you reach home at 9 and lock yourself in your own world all again
